Leaving tomorrow night - Happy and nervous though..

[Poupou]

Hey all!

Just thought I'd let you all know, I'm leaving for the March break starting tomorrow night.
I'll be back next Saturday... so if you have questions related to my adoptables, you will know I am not ignoring you! XD

I am excited and kinda nervous.  Okay, really nervous.

See, something happened and that will literally change my life when I go visit my parents.
It's not about them or my brother and sister, it has something to do with me and a member of my family.  And yeah, things are going to drastically change, and a big part of the reason why it's going to change is because of me.  BUT I know what I did was for the best... at least I'm at peace with this part.

So I'm kinda nervous about the whole thing.  I miss my family, but I'm not sure how I will react when I get there and reality 'becomes true'.  I'm living 12 hours away, so it's hard for me to really be affected by it... but I know it won't be the same when I'm there.

Gah, I know it's really confusing, but I don't think the subject in question should be talked about on Secundi... it's kinda personal and private, so I'd rather not.

I don't know why I'm posting this here... maybe just to let it all out, since I haven't talked to anyone close to me about what's going on.  And I don't plan to, it's going to bring back memories I don't want to remember... In other words, there are feelings I don't want to live.. but I have no choice if I am to go visit my parents. Ugh.... what a mess. >.<

Sorry for my ramblings.. it doesn't even make any sense, I know.  But I do feel better to have it in the open.  Gives me the feeling I talked about it, but nothing 'bad' can happen in my real life because of it.  Thanks alot if you read through all this. x.o

*goes back to being worried about what will happen*

[Ryuukokoro]

*hugs* Have no idea what you're talking about, but wishing you the best of luck, my friend!! We'll be here to welcome you when you come back. ^^

[YourLoveOnly]

*hugs* best wishes from me as well <3
I'll make sure to keep Jaemo breeding season open until you're back so you don't miss out on anything =3 Take care and I hope everything will be okay! ^^

[PonyMama]

best of luck, as everyone can use luck on a daily basis right.
don't stress too much, I have heard it gives you wrinkles *Tee hee*

[Silvanon]

Hope it goes well!

[Poupou]

Thanks everyone.  You best wishes means a lot to me. <3

I'm much calmer now, and after some thinking, I believe it's more because I know it will hurt people I love, no matter what.  There is just no way it won't hurt anybody.  And I hate to know it will be because of me directly.  But like I said, I know it's for the best, so trying to keep a good spirit about it all. 

*lots of hugs for everyone* I will certainly miss you all!!! I'll probably pop in once or twice, I just won't be able to do anything really.  That kills me!  Why didn't I get a laptop when I bought a new computer, why?!?!? XD

[Poupou]

Well.... let's just say things aren't working as first planned... so we're leaving 'maybe' tonight, but I think it will be tomorrow now. >.>

Bad winter bad! Keeping me from seeing my friends and family! D:

[hiyoko]

Good luck Pou and be safe, cause who else can make me more cute Clover dragons?

[Poupou]

Well, I'm back! So happy too! 

So this week wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, it was still stressful.  But I had plenty of activities to keep myself busy so I think everything went well in the end.

So now it's Sunday morning (hey it's past midnight after all!) and I need some serious sleep.  It's not even funny, I don't think I've had much of it haha! XD

I'll resume work on the customs tomorrow for those who are concerned (I believe only YLO?).

Glad to be back! ^_^

[red_uni387]

Welcome back Pou!

[Ryuukokoro]

Yaaay Pou is back! ^^ I'm so glad things went well!